I have done more research and that has helped but if it had not been for people praying I don't think I would have done anymore research.
It is a powerful thing to think there is even the smallest chance you may have that dreaded thing. The thing every one dreads. To be told that you have a SPOT is very sobering. You realize that the most important thing in life is that the people you love know how you feel about them. That you make the most of every moment with them. There is no time for arguing or feeling sorry for yourself.
I know that this makes it sound like I am dying. I am far from it. I will see a specialist within the next week or so, but I am sure that this will be nothing. I have a spot on my adrenal gland that we have been watching for a while. This year when I had my MRI and CT scans they show that it has changed. I will stay positive about all of this and I know that all things work together for good.
And we know that all things work together
for good to them that love God,
to them who are the called according to his purpose.